Bubble

One tries to create a bubble as big as possible. The larger it gets, the level of excitement elevates. But it's of no comparison to the level of excitement when the bubble created is enormous and someone acknowledges that it is stunning. The feeling is astronomical; totally out of this world. But if the bubble is small it does please one but nothing in comparison to a huge bubble. Once you have experienced this you don't get excited with a small bubble just because you like it big and each time you try you want it to be larger then the previous one. Once you are done with the bubble and it pops. Its all over and done with, which is commenced by the question, what next? The level of excitement just drops and you are back to square one and all one wants is something that can top the very last one just to experience the excitement of a higher or similar stature. 

I experience this all the time, especially when it comes to someone special. I just want to top it all. And to make it exceptional the element of surprise adds to it. But once its done, I just feel like nothing took place at all and all I can think of is what next? This is the question that grinds my gears. And over time the surprise factor is not a surprise anymore as it is expected because of which I don't want to repeat the same thing over again. As a matter of fact, it comes to a point where one starts to believe that there is just this much one can do, but the funny thing is that what ever you do after that is going to amaze the One. Not for what is it but for how it was done. Its not always the price tag but being innovative is if factor thereafter. But you aren't satisfied because you ain't experiencing what you did once which was simply out of this world.